Obsessed
Friday, March 12, 2010
7:10 PM

During duty I couldn't look at any of the exco in the eye. Only kw, but I don't talk to her much anyway. I felt like I was walking around with a big BIGHEADED sign on my head. I didn't even want to ask no about sth and when I was talking to her, I avoided any eye contact. I wish I could just turn back time and just redo the interview again. Its causing me so much misery now.

Esp since _________. Because ____________.And now I feel ________. I really didn't think _______.And now __________.

Jen, Rach, Xinni and Ys were shocked that I didn't get in. Sorry for letting you guys down ): Jen was shocked at the same reason that I was shocked. She didn't think ________should have been ________.

Jen said she would've voted for me if I got in. AW SHUCKS THANKS JEN YOU'RE AWESOME.

And she's going to be in our NE Group!! (: But argh its either belinda or kris. Some help here?

I feel really stupid. Seriously. I wish the new exco will take over quickly so I won't have to face them everyday. That's how bad it is. If the interview didn't happen, I wouldn't be feeling and thinking this way.

But I feel glad that I had this opp that these nice people have given me :D Thanks for the people who nominated me, really aprreciate it guys (:

I love being in the PB. It gives me a sense of belonging and responsibility. The rewards outweigh the consequences.

But I really really really wish I could turn back the clock. Or I had magic powers to erase the exco and teachers' minds. JK.

Progress report is back. L1R5 is 9. Not bad, but could've done better for combined humans, when I missed at A2 by 0.2 marks, and A2 for Chem by 0.9 marks. Dumb ): I could've done better for these 2 subs.

I only topped Eng. Wish I could've topped more through, and I wish my L1R5 was lower ):

Oh well.

Had a fun day on Friday though, CHEM WAS SO AWESOME, we saw reactive metals in water (:

PE Mrs Soh made me run 2 rounds. Darn it. Nearly died. But I passed my timing. (:

I NEED MORE STAMINA.

OK.
Buhbye(:

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