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Thursday, March 25, 2010

4:59 AM

Ho-am-gee so many fascinating things happened together. That's the best word I can come up with :]

Went to school, received my Junior Prefect Badge. Hm are there any more senior ones? Just kidding. (:
Went for duty, returned the earrings, was I supposed to say sorry? :/ Not sure about that.
Chinese was kinda boring, then Chem, which was a bit boring too, cos' she didn't use that random student program :/

Recess, this was when all the exciting and exhilaring stuff happened.
Then it was AMath, and the teacher wasn't here again. Which is so shocking because she missed 5 periods of lessons with us tyd, and today, another 4 periods!! ):
What a waste of a week, we could have done a lot during 9 periods..
A bit disappointed, what Bernie said was true..

Then that was when the real skocker happened.
The relief teacher sat on the broken chair that we hadn't removed and fell down and hit her head on the wall.
Thankfully, we didn't freak out.
But everyone crowded around her, and I was so stunned.
We helped her, and Kris and Yuet went to get an ice pack.
Then we came together in a united front (like 10+ of us) and persuaded her to go see a doctor.
Poor her, get well soon!!
We assured her that we would be able to take care of ourselves, and she finally agreed.
What a great teacher with responsbility, she refused to at first because she said it was her job and she can't go away.
Hope she's ok.

Then English, did like 7 CME presentations straight, cool, but a bit tiring (:

Another incident happened.
Kris told me ________. And then I saw _______.
And then Kris told me ________, and I went to 3G, and we went behind, and we found ______.
Then we went to Dana, and then she said that if we didn't see it, don't confiscate, yet.

I'll ask the seniors tomorrow about what to do.

I was really shocked, like, how can they be so daring??
Sigh.
But a prefect has to do what a prefect has to do (:

Then SS, a bit boring as well, but yea it was okay.

So as you can see, there were many "exciting" things incoporated in this supposedly boring day.

Jen got a bit pissed at us because we were playing and not focussing on the NE, sorry ):
We let her cool off and then she was ok.
Deja Vu.

Prefect Phototaking!
Thanks a million Shanny for lending me your everything. :D
The white shirt is so awesome, I'm going to Giordano to buy it.

The skirt was so tight, I could barely move in it.
Due to my thunder thighs.
I had to limp, wow.

But phototaking was fun, everyone looked great, and I felt really proud to be a prefect.

Haha ok that's all.
Bye (:

&the beauty.

10:00 AM

Campfire was great, really enjoyed myself (:

Mum's phone woke me up @ like 5am in the morning, but managed to go back to sleep, thankfully.
Woke up again @ 8am, went to republic poly for prefect seminar.
It was quite interesting, I thought that those who went up to speak into the microphone were really great, something that I find hard for me to do, esp. in front of so many pple.
Bought subway, then proceeded to SMSS, $17! :OOO

Arrived there, saw S, V and S. Went to the hall then we were dismissed for lunch. I had eaten already, so stayed in school, away from flashers. Grosss.
KITKAT. yum. (: ty Sherone!
Ate the 2 chicken pies that mum packed, STUFFED.

Haha I'm driving everyone nuts playing the bangbang game (:
Went for rehearsal for a bit, then carried benches and benches up. Tiring, but yea teamwork was great (:

In charge of gateway, so I was the one who explained the game to the different students of the schools, those gullible people believe anything, when I told them that there was points, when there wasn't, yea but senior's instructions, so yea :D

I helped out in Charades first, one guy was trying to act out the word 'flaming', and started flapping his hands like a bird, and it kinda worked, because the members guessed 'flamingo' which was close yea, but some were hilarious, but there were so many cheater pants there anyway >:(

Then helped out in the guide the blind, which was kinda funny as well, the funniest was the part where there was this student who took 4 pots of the paint and when his friend tried to take one, there was no more, yea that's about it (:

Then it was time for the CAMPFIRE! Was really excited @ the beginning ^^

Did my lines pretty well for the first time, but Mrs Yip was supposed to come up, we screwed up that part :/
And the NEWBO game was uncontrollable, what with all the wild and nutty boys trying to steal the spotlight for their school.

We ask for 10 boys, and hoards of them swarm the stage.

So that game was out of control, but don't worry, all of you did your best, it couldn't be controlled entirely.

But there were some scouts carrying the guides and 2 scouts hugging each other, like literally, so it was kinda funny.
After this it went pretty smoothly, with the Sec2 dance, and then I said my lines, and when I tried to pull the microphone to the other end, it pulled me back cos' the cord wasn't long nuf'. And some people laughed, thanks for th encouragement. o.o
I said 'OMG!' but luckily not into the mike.

The Sec3's performed, and some boys tried to copy their moves, which was kinda hilarious.
I said 'OMG' the 2nd time when Ruth dragged me down, and into th mike, darn it.
Some people heard, but hopefully the marjority didn't.

We ended the campfire with prizes etc., and that's about it.
Had a lot of fun, congrats everyone for th success of th campfire! (:

There were some boys who asked some smss guides for their no., and _______ gave _____ _______ ________. And ______ ______ ______ ________ _______ _______ ___.

Right.

Somehow I felt kinda ______? And my CME topic is based on it too, what am I thinking?
STUDIES AMANDA, STUDIES.

Alrighto.
That's bout' it.

Ate some food @ reception, then left.

OK.
Buhbyes (:

&the beauty.

7:10 PM

During duty I couldn't look at any of the exco in the eye. Only kw, but I don't talk to her much anyway. I felt like I was walking around with a big BIGHEADED sign on my head. I didn't even want to ask no about sth and when I was talking to her, I avoided any eye contact. I wish I could just turn back time and just redo the interview again. Its causing me so much misery now.

Esp since _________. Because ____________.And now I feel ________. I really didn't think _______.And now __________.

Jen, Rach, Xinni and Ys were shocked that I didn't get in. Sorry for letting you guys down ): Jen was shocked at the same reason that I was shocked. She didn't think ________should have been ________.

Jen said she would've voted for me if I got in. AW SHUCKS THANKS JEN YOU'RE AWESOME.

And she's going to be in our NE Group!! (: But argh its either belinda or kris. Some help here?

I feel really stupid. Seriously. I wish the new exco will take over quickly so I won't have to face them everyday. That's how bad it is. If the interview didn't happen, I wouldn't be feeling and thinking this way.

But I feel glad that I had this opp that these nice people have given me :D Thanks for the people who nominated me, really aprreciate it guys (:

I love being in the PB. It gives me a sense of belonging and responsibility. The rewards outweigh the consequences.

But I really really really wish I could turn back the clock. Or I had magic powers to erase the exco and teachers' minds. JK.

Progress report is back. L1R5 is 9. Not bad, but could've done better for combined humans, when I missed at A2 by 0.2 marks, and A2 for Chem by 0.9 marks. Dumb ): I could've done better for these 2 subs.

I only topped Eng. Wish I could've topped more through, and I wish my L1R5 was lower ):

Oh well.

Had a fun day on Friday though, CHEM WAS SO AWESOME, we saw reactive metals in water (:

PE Mrs Soh made me run 2 rounds. Darn it. Nearly died. But I passed my timing. (:

I NEED MORE STAMINA.

OK.
Buhbye(:

&the beauty.

1:22 AM

Wow haven't posted for a really long time (:

Many things have happened over the new year.

I'm now a confirmed prefect. So that's a good thing. But the thing news that made my heart drop right to the pit of my stomach was that I'm not in the Exco.

I knew I totally screwed up my interview, hmmm let's see, this is how it went:

Me: Good Afternoon.

Teacher: So, Amanda, you just joined the board, why do you think your friends nominated you for this post?

That's when all the nonsensical, stupid, foolish, wrong things came out.

Me: Oh, I think its because perhaps they see that I have been doing my job well, and so maybe that's why they nominated me for this position.

Teacher: Do you think you have been doing your duty well?

Me: I think I've been doing my duty quite well, as I try to put in my best effort in whatever I do.

[Wrong thing to say No.1]

Teacher: Oh, how badly do you want this?

Me: I would like to join the Exco.

Teacher: What are you going to do when you join the Exco?

Me: I'll probably bring the PB to greater heights, and change everyone's impression of the PB, because actually some people find us a nuisance, and so that is what I want to do.

[Wrong thing to say No.2]

{I start to notice the silence that ensues from all the teachers and know I made a bloody mistake just starting the interview in the first place}

There were many other worng things I said, making me sound like some sort of power-hungry moron.

Teacher: Thank you.

Me: Thank you.

THE END. clap clap.

):

That's totally my face now.

Well done Amanda, now all you've achieved is make yourself like a complete fool in front of the teachers and Exco, and now the Exco thinks I'm an arrogant, proud, bigheaded, overconfident, conceited, egoistic brat.

yippee.

Nicole and Dana were really happy that they didn't get in. lol (:

The big dread and heavy weight in my stomach is because of deja vu that happened exactly during the prefect interview.

Sigh.

And especially when I kept on enphasising that I've feel that I've been doing my job quite well, that was the worst mistake of all.

Where did my humility go!? Goodness gracious me.

Little upset now.

The thing that I'm disappointed about is that a PIT - HE got in, so why didn't I?

And I'm speculating that the reason is because I sounded conceited and bigheaded.

I should have brought a needle along to poke the arrongant air inside my head.

And of the Exco will prob think that is the reason why I'm not that close to many people in the PB.

YX, Y, M, D, NC, TE got in too.

I knew they would, but I thought the last person would be me.

I was kinda shocked that LS didn't get in though, poor her.

So I was triumphed. But I should've expected this.

There was this little follish part of me THINKING and HOPING that I would get in, when I knew that the interview was disastrous in the first place.

How stupid of me, I should've knew it all along.

Sigh. Again.

Oh well. Life goes on.

J DIDN'T GET IN!? OMGoodness. WHY!?

I'm stunned.

NEVER MIND BACK TO MINI YOG MAN WHOOOOOOO.

It was really fun, but bossaball was so short mannnn. ):

3min. Pathetic!

I confiscated a phone today. WOWIE WHOOPIE MAN. Haha.

IT was from the class I'm in charge of. A repeat student.

I'd better watch out for her, in case she does anything to me.

She begged me at first to let her off her, but I flat out refused.

And I suspect she took out her SIM card.

But she got this really big scolding from Mr Ang, I've never seen him so fierce before.

COOL MAN :D

Played bossaball, Jovin nearly smashed my glasses. But Haha its ok.

Then water soccer! It was really rough, violent and painful.

I couldn't get into the arena at first, so embarassing.

And I used my hand, malu again!

BUT AINUR AND MY TEAM WERE SO AWESOME.

Esp. Ainur, she went all out man, she's so awesome. (:

And jue hui as well, and nadiah. OMGGG, I LOVE MAH TEAM (:

Yea I kinda got really tired at the end, after falling down 4-5 times and nearly breaking my back for one time, I felt really thirsty, I didn't know it would be so tiring!!

But yea I was super awesome fun fun fun anyway ;D

WE WON! 1 -0 (: And we shook hands with the other team, that's what I call sportsmanship mannnn. Great game everyone :]

Belinda's team was darn funny, all of them tried to get in at the same time, and all of them fell down, I was laughing my head off at them weirdos.

Poor Jiajia. She fell down like a million times and was the wettest. But everyone played great, I LOVE COOKE!!

They won the 2nd game, and third we lost.

But we won water soccer overall! WHOO :D

But Kris was really pissed at someone. CHILL MAN, relax, its just a game, hehe.

Handball was fun to watch, I wished I played though. Cooke came in 3rd, lost the first and won the 2nd.

Sherone, even though you weren't the best player, cheer up alright and dry up those tears, its all about having fun! (:

They were supposed to play the second game, but some people took over.

COOKE HAD TO BE ROUGHER MAN, but its okay great game everyone! (:

Bowling was last. Our team did reasonably well. Good job (:

Mini YOG was really fun, SMSS is awesome. ^^

Cooke came in second for cheerleading and overall. I shouted myself hoarse. (:

Fearon came in first (BOOOOO!), Tolley third and Gage Brown 4th.

Tolley won the Cheerleading comp, same as last year's sports day.

Oh well, its ok as long as everyone had fun, its ok its alright (:

Awesome day overall, besides the Exco thing.

But Mum is a bit relieved, she said that I have more time to study.

Which I should not, heh.

OK then.

Hope you didn't fall asleep reading this.

Buhbye ;D

&the beauty.