Obsessed
Monday, October 26, 2009
1:23 AM

Ok I've gotten back all my results, and they were pathetic, like seriously, all of them. Kinda of moody now, I really don't know whether I'll get into 3X Science, or whether I should in the first place, seeing my science and maths results. I was really disappointed when I saw my science results, I expected an A1! Chinese was ok, wish I could've done better though. For Literature, I was disappointed as well for AF, but surprised for prose. HE was ok, wish I could've gotten higher though.

I still can't believe my science results. When I received it my heart dropped and disappointment welled up in me like a gigantic balloon. And if that balloon had popped tears might have flowed out of it. But thankfully, it didn't pop, and it hasn't popped. But maybe it would soon. But I tell myself that it is over, I can't do anything about it so I should STOP mooding and brooding over it.

My wish before the EOYs was to get Top 5 in class, but now that seems like an impossible dream, one that is so far away. Now my expectations are just to get into 3X science, nothing else, not even to get Top 5, because that would be a miracle by itself, and miracles can't happen. Now, I don't believe in ____. It just keeps on fluctuating, sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. And now I don't. Sigh.

I just hope to attend the Academic Awards for English. That's all. I'm only happy for the languages and HE. That's all. Not even for IH. But I guess I'm never really happy for IH.

And I can't stand ______. She was like whooping and whooping during Science, making so much noise when she could see everyone, nearly everyone, wallowing in misery. Ugh I can't stand her, she's so annoying, even ____ agrees with me. Won't reveal any names here(:

Oh well. What's done is done. I can't change history, even when Napoleon can using Squealer. but more unfortunately, I don't have a Squealer with me which can help me rewrite history, so whatever.

Bye.

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