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Monday, October 26, 2009
1:23 AM

Ok I've gotten back all my results, and they were pathetic, like seriously, all of them. Kinda of moody now, I really don't know whether I'll get into 3X Science, or whether I should in the first place, seeing my science and maths results. I was really disappointed when I saw my science results, I expected an A1! Chinese was ok, wish I could've done better though. For Literature, I was disappointed as well for AF, but surprised for prose. HE was ok, wish I could've gotten higher though.

I still can't believe my science results. When I received it my heart dropped and disappointment welled up in me like a gigantic balloon. And if that balloon had popped tears might have flowed out of it. But thankfully, it didn't pop, and it hasn't popped. But maybe it would soon. But I tell myself that it is over, I can't do anything about it so I should STOP mooding and brooding over it.

My wish before the EOYs was to get Top 5 in class, but now that seems like an impossible dream, one that is so far away. Now my expectations are just to get into 3X science, nothing else, not even to get Top 5, because that would be a miracle by itself, and miracles can't happen. Now, I don't believe in ____. It just keeps on fluctuating, sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. And now I don't. Sigh.

I just hope to attend the Academic Awards for English. That's all. I'm only happy for the languages and HE. That's all. Not even for IH. But I guess I'm never really happy for IH.

And I can't stand ______. She was like whooping and whooping during Science, making so much noise when she could see everyone, nearly everyone, wallowing in misery. Ugh I can't stand her, she's so annoying, even ____ agrees with me. Won't reveal any names here(:

Oh well. What's done is done. I can't change history, even when Napoleon can using Squealer. but more unfortunately, I don't have a Squealer with me which can help me rewrite history, so whatever.

Bye.

&the beauty.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009
12:00 AM

I didn't go to school today cause I had a fever D: So I need to ask for my jazz money back, not sure if they will return me though ): darn. Hope I can go to school tomorrow, then at least I'll attend one post-exam activity.(: I had the worst dream this morning, I dreamt that I calculated my maths marks and I failed! :OOO But then when I woke up I thought about the dream again and realised that it was not possible cos that was not the maths exam paper, there were some questions that were foreign that it didn't come out in the EOY. Whew! But there's still a chance that I'm going to fail thought, terrified ): Oh well. Didn't do much today, just slept a lot, like a pig. Pfft. That's all, I'll try to post soon again.;D
Ok.
Buhbye(;
P.S. I'm addicted to Werewolf!

&the beauty.

Thursday, October 15, 2009
7:43 PM

Exams are finally over, time to PARTEH everybody!;D I'll go through every subject, and then you can see for yourself if this EOYs went well.

English
English was ok I guess, I always find it okay, but sometimes I don't really get good results. I just hope that I can maintain my position, but its gonna be hard. Paulois had a dream that jh got 1st, and I got second, oh well ): Hope it doesn't come true!;D

Chinese
Chinah was quite hard, esp the zong he tian kong. So I tikam like A LOT. But after comparing answers with ry I felt a LITTLE better, cause some of my answers matched hers. And ry is always right when it comes to Chinah.(: But for the letter I forgot to write the dumb 'zhu' and the wishes! So stupid of me, that's why I was so pissed after the paper 1.

Maths
When I took the paper 1, it was like taking THAT test all over again. That's how difficult it was. Just that it was a miniscule easier than that test. I didn't how to do so many questions, my mind was just like 'huh?' and blank. Zomg I knew how to do some of the questions but there wasn't enough time! >:( Paper 2 was better, but I made this really big mistake at the end of the paper, not going to talk about it.

Literature
Literature was fine, but I think the AF and the relationship was kinda difficult. The relationship was pathetic I swear, I didn't know what to write.

IH
IH was finally something that I can be positve about, just that I know I deducted some marks off already ): Oh well.

Science
Science was quite tough too, I felt, because the questions were kinda tricky...

Home Econs
HE was easy, but I didn't know how to do the last question [3m]

As you can see, these EOYs didn't go out as planned. I wanted to get 1st this time, but now I know this impossible dream won't come true. Oh well. But I just want to get into the top 5% so I can get $500! But I don't know if I'll be able to do it. Sigh.

Other stuff has been happening as well, like friendship problems, post-exam act. and leadership stuff. Won't say it here.

Went to NUSS ytd for dinner. Then I saw Mr Vincent Koh and Mrs Petrina Koh. Are they related?! I didn't know at all. But I was really shocked to see them cos I keep on seeing SMSS teachers there. Maybe I should stop going there (:

And Mr Koh's gaze lingered on me for a fraction of a second as though he recognized me, maybe cos he watched my OM performance and gave comments, and that I asked him to call Mrs Tan SM for me as well.

I'm kinda angry at a teacher now. Won't say her name.

But ytd was a fun day. After school went to Plaza Singapura to watch a movie and shop. Bought movie tickets, went down to basement to snack. And that was the first time I was eating takoyaki balls, I didn't know they were made out of potato.:/ Ate the ham and cheese one with Rachel.

Watched Imagine THAT. It was quite hilarious actually, laughed quite a bit.
Quoted from the movie after that little girl poured mustard, chocolate sauce, hot sauce and ketchup on Eddie Murphy's pancakes:

EM [Eddie Murphy]: All right, let's say grace.
EM: Dear oh Lord!
Girl [Forgot her name]: Dear oh Lord!
EM: Thank you for the food!
Girl: Thank you for the food!
EM: Please protect my father's throat!
Girl: Please protect my father's throat!
EM: And we all say 'Amen'.
Girl: And we all say 'Amen'.

Haha I kept on laughing during that part. But EM didn't eat the pancake in the end. He said :"Hey there's Qually (sp?)!" and then when she wasn't looking, threw the pancake away. Lol then he started chewing and chewing air.(:

And when he was singing the dragon song I burst out laughing too.;D

And when he appeared as King Kristina started laughing and laughing like crazy. roflmao.(:

It was a fun day. So I had to leave ys, shanny, kris, frankie, sam, cass, yoyo, nic, rach when I went to join Mum at the food court. I think they went to ION Orchard. Wish I could have gone, but nvm;D

Alrights.
Bye^^

&the beauty.

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