Obsessed
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
1:08 AM

Ytd and today was exactly like a series of unfortunate events.
1.I did badly for my EL Techonology Paper.
2.Ms He MIGHT(In very big bold letters) change some marks.
3.I did badly for Literature.(sort of)
4.I fell down during PE, like really ungraciously and my netball skills SUCK.
5.I have a grazed leg.
6.My team lost both netball matches(doesn't really matter but whatever).
7.I'm going to do really badly in my Chinese Test.
8.For Literature, I missed A1 by 1 mark.
9.I think I'm going to get B3 or B4 for Chinese.
10.There is a Chinese Test next week.

What a fantastic 2 days for me, don't you think!? Great. Spectacular. Outstanding. Amazing. Whatever.
I realised that my life revolves aroung studying, studying and more studying now. Its just a non-stop cycle of work. I guess that's how life is.
I seem to do better for big exams e.g. MYE instead of common tests.
Nicole does well in everything, so why can't I be like her?
And WHY is everyone pitching themselves against me? Even the people surrounding me do that.
This class is WAY too competitive.
A(anonymous) first question to me whenever we get back any results is,:"How much did you get?"
B(anonymous) went all the way from 1 end of the room to another end just to ask me my marks.(and perhaps gloat in my misery)
C(anonymous) was not what I expected her to be like.
Why can't everyone just take back their results, go 'oh' or 'yay' or have a disappointed look on their faces without asking other people for their marks?
Do people feel good when they get higher marks than others?
Do they have a sense of thrill or excitement when they realise that they have beaten someone who is so called 'good'?
I'll never get these questions answered because I'm not them.
And even if she is older than me, I don't understand why she has to make people feel miserable.
Like how I'm feeling now.
This has got to be one of my worst days ever.
-Moody Gloomy Amanda

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